really it's awful to be alone. when there're so much love around u... everywhere... when your friends are so happy with their boyfriends... but u're alone... so alone... there's no one u can call on to tell the latest news, except some girls u don't need much at the moment... and u ask yourself: why??? just why and nothing at all. why there's so much grief for me?.. and where's the happiness?.. does it exist? yes! but not for me maybe. or i just cannot feel it. maybe... why?..